Only three more days and I am gonna be 18...

What does that mean?!

I am on my own, I can do whatever I want to, I even can get married and I need no approval from my parents. How awesome is that? But actually, I don't feel like I am an adult, more than a child. Because I still have to live the next years at my parents (and I like it), I don't earn any own money and I wanna go to an university, again for what my parents have to pay, so I am always depending on them. Weird, but still okay, one other part about being 18 is gettting into discos and I can drive........

So I guess, I am gonna like being 18 =)

One of my friends is getting married this summer, she is 18. I don't know what to think about it. It is too early, but at what point did she know that is the right one? Sure, they are 3 years a couple, so what?

Do you ever have the feeling being alone?

I do and it starts to be a natural one.....

Almost all my friends have boyfriends and when we do something together I am always the third, fifth or whatever wheel....

It annoys me... Does that sound jealous? I suppose it does, but I am not. I like being single, but I miss the times when my friends and me had ton of funs, not wondering what their guys are doing or cancelling our hang out, because they prefere hanging out with their boyfriends.

                                                -Gesa-

Only 25 more days and guess what? Then is my birthday.... I can't wait...

-18

Pictures

me and my friends having fun =)

I am in a really crappy mood  - first day of vacations and what is Gesa doing? Lying in her bed and hoping that her stupid bronchitis goes away!!! I hate being sick.....

=(